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Aru Okugata ga Rikon Shite Jiyu o Mankitsu Suru Made no Hitorigoto (Web Novel) - Oneshot
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One repentance.
I was the substitute. I knew it. I was just a doll who shared the same blood as my glittering younger sister. And that’s why he choose me as his wife.
If anything, in my opinion, it was my sister who was unusual. All the member of my family were common; all except my sister. Yet, she still my kind and gentle family’s member. My excellent and dazzling sister quickly became an adult and accomplished many amazing things that elevated the status our our family. You could not help but felt affectionate towards her, right? Frankly, I felt a sense of alienation since she alone stand out from the rest of us. Nevertheless, my sister was also pitiful. However, that still doesn’t mean that my inferiority complex nor hatred towards her diminished.
….Yes. I knew about everything and that was the reason I choose to acknowledge the other alternative to counter my hatred towards her.
That man loves my younger sister. However, my sister who had become too accustomed towards his familial love had made him hesitated to bring their relationship to the next step. Maybe I should said that everything had turned towards a good direction for me. Anyhow, that man and my younger sister assumed that no one knew about their hidden feeling. Therefore, they tried to hide their mutual love from each other; and if you carefully think about it; the story between these two people were actually quite tragic. And I was the villains that kept hindering their love story. To make it worse, I did not even harbor any feeling towards him actually. It was just that I did not want to be miserable. I only wish to snag the person who love my younger sister. Yeah, so. Even though my own feeling could not come true, I just could accept that my sister should be the only happy person around.
When I decided to marry him, it was a sight to see in regards to my younger sister. Despair, sorrow and jealousy. Even though her heart was full with such tragic thought, she desperately pushed it away as she gave me her blessing!
Don’t misunderstand me; despite everything, I still love my younger sister as what any elder sister would be. It just that, in my case, the hate won over the love. That’s why nobody doubted me. Rather, I was being such a good sister that I would like to see if any other person will be able to suspect my facade. As someone who envied her own younger sister, no matter what she said and do, I will always be her elder sister. This was also a part of the truth. Besides that, this marriage was for appearance sake, it was basically a political manoeuvre. Therefore, who will, in the right sense, harbored any doubt on me?
The ceremony was not gorgeous, it was quite modest. My sister currently had an ownership over some properties, however, she did not have any intention to make money as one would expect. She was the typical lower aristocrat.
My sister had hidden it perfectly. During the ceremony, her way of enduring the tears desperately was viewed as her sensitive emotion from having her sister married off. With firm appearances, she gave her blessing not only to me, but also towards that man. Of course, I, as the proper elder sister, displayed my happiness from her felicitation. With the exception of my family and best friend, if I were to compare between my beloved man and my younger sister, it was still my younger sister that I to toy within my own palm. A~ I started to feel guilty from this dark pleasure.
But this was already good. A period of three years, which were not too long nor too short. My younger sister loves him since forever. He also loves my younger sister. I had hurt these two people due to my own selfish desire; that one day when I woke up; I suddenly thought, really what I had been doing all this time. Because of that, I thought that with my cheating, it should be a good reason for a divorce. I chose a businessman as my perfect cheating partner. It will not be a crime for them to get together later on; there will be no one who will doubt that the two of them were in love with each other. Since I wanted to become the bad guy until the end, I will naturally escape from that place. I might cause inconveniences to my family, but this will be the last one. Let’s forgive and forget everything. Furthermore, I am not lying when I said I have been cheating on my husband. Because truthfully, I have come to like my cheating partner; however, this love was not something that will come true from the beginning. No matter how scandalous I become from my shameless act, I don’t care, as I will run far away from now on due to the work circumstances in this remote place. Originally, anywhere is good, but I was fortunate to be named and now I boarded the imperial carriage. This was also a convenient story, though.
Anyway, today was a good day to go out. The blue sky was clear and beautiful. With the current state of my heart, I am sure that it was also like that.
….I will reject all letters that I will receive…. It will be troublesome if they manage to track and chase after me… Like this, frankly, it will be annoying. My sister have her own means, therefore if I do not do this, she will discover me soon enough. It was detestable to be that stupid.
Well, once this document settled, I will be sunny and free. What shall we do as soon we reach to the frontier?
