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Verys was showing him a garden when the cold pulled at him.It was a strange garden, grown on the shoulder of a green Elsedimension mountain, and every plant in it was a small sealed Dimension!
The Keeper had been explaining, in his mild, pleased voice everything here.
Then the cold reached up out of the deep of existence and took hold of Noah’s Root, and tugged!
He knew that tug by now. He sent a sliver of his existence down after it, and kept the rest walking beside Verys among the sealed afternoons.
—
The Cold Place was the same, and the Caretaker was already waiting!
She did not greet him. She raised one pale hand, and the frozen air in front of him thickened into a sheet of pale light, flat and bright as ice on a still lake.
"You wished to see," she said. "Your sight can hold three glimpses. Here they are."
The first glimpse opened!
It was the Vasiliou Elsedimension, or what was left of it. The houses were gone. The white avenues were gone. There was only a churning grey light where a sealed reality had been, and in the middle of it hung the hazy vastness of THE UNPAID COLLECTOR, and below him, small and still, stood the frost-visage of Lucy.
The Collector spoke!
Noah could not hear the words, but he could see what they did. Wherever the Collector’s voice fell, existence rewrote itself. A whole region of the churning grey turned to gold, then to coins, then to an account written in letters of light, and every line of that account said the same thing: mine.
He spoke again, and the air around Lucy was declared his. He spoke again, and her very existence was entered as a debt, owed to him, payable now, and existence agreed to it! That was what an Immense One of his kind did. He did not throw his power at a thing. He said what was true, and existence rearranged itself to make it so.
It was the grandest act of authorship Noah had ever witnessed!
And the frost-visage of Lucy looked at him.
That was all. She stood in the middle of an existence that had just been rewritten into a debt with her name on it, and she looked up at the Collector with her pale ice eyes, and nothing happened to her.
His words landed on her and slid off. Her name sat in the account as owed, and she did not become owed. The Collector had written a perfect sentence, and he had written it on a mountain, and a mountain does not care what is written on it!
Then that glimpse went dark.
A second opened!
Lucy moved!
She did not speak. She did not answer his sentences with sentences of her own. There was no art in what she did at all. She took a single step up into the sky, and the whole Elsedimension sank under the weight of that step, and she drew back one hand and struck the Collector.
That was it. She hit him!
Noah saw the blow land, and saw everything the Collector had written shatter around it like glass under a hammer!
Every rewritten region, every account, every line that said mine burst apart at once, because none of it had anything to hold onto. The Collector’s power was a story told to existence, and Lucy was not a story.
She was simply heavier than the story, and so the story broke. The hazy vastness of the Immense One caved around her fist, and the white film of sky above him cracked from end to end, and he did not fall because there was nowhere left to fall to.
Darkness again.
A third opened!
It was over!
The churning grey had gone still. The white film of sky had faded. And in the middle of the stillness drifted a corpse, vast and ruined and no longer hazy at all, only dead, the body of THE UNPAID COLLECTOR lying open to the cold with nothing left in it to argue for its own existence.
The snow was already pouring in!
Great rivers of white drained into the dead Immense One from every side, the same way they had drained into the Overseeing One above the frozen forest. And out of the corpse, something began to rise!
It came up slow and enormous, heavy beyond measure, a titan of frost with a body like a mountan range and four legs like the pillars of a cold cathedral. Its back was covered in long shaggy fur, white and rimed and hanging in frozen ropes. Two great tusks curved out and up from its head, pale blue ice as long as rivers, and its eyes were blank.
A mammoth, or the shape a mammoth would take if winter itself decided to walk. It lifted its trunk to the dead sky and opened its mouth, and no sound came out, and the snow around it doubled!
The screen went dark and did not open again.
...!
Noah stood in the frozen dark and said nothing at all.
He understood it now, in a way no lecture had ever taught him. Moriarty had told him once that an Empyros rewrites the rules of a fight, and a Fiend is simply stronger than the rules.
He had nodded and thought he understood. He had not. The Collector had rewritten existence itself with a sentence, and Lucy had broken the sentence with her hand. That was the difference! One of them was the grandest writer Noah had ever seen. The other was the page.
And there was something else, something colder.
Two Immense Ones had died in the span of a few days. Two! Beings that had stood at the top of existence since long before Noah was born. And both of them had died, one way or another, because of something he had done.
The Overseeing One had fallen to a Vestige he had helped write back into existence. The Collector had fallen because he had held his wife in the snow and called an Immense One a bum until it came down to kill him.
Around the Caretaker, the snow was growing heavier!
He saw it thicken as she stood there, her pages turning, the flakes coming down denser and denser, as if the winter itself were answering a death.
"A tiny bug starves in a puddle of mud," the Caretaker said.
"Somewhere else, very far away, a giant who ruled a thousand Dimensions has his throat opened and dies. To everything that bowed to the giant, it feels like the end of existence. But existence does not pause for either. The snow goes on falling. No one weeps for the bug. The giant, in the end, receives the same."
The snow thickened.
"Neither of them asked to arrive. They came, they took up a little space for a while, and when their time ran out, existence took that space back. Between the arriving and the leaving, they walked about. They ate, and slept, and fought over patches of ground, and told themselves they mattered. Because they could feel fear, they assumed existence could feel their pain. They shouted their names into the dark, certain that something out there was keeping count."
A pause, very slight.
"Nothing is keeping count."
The flakes fell so thick now that her frost dress was vanishing into them.
"Look back at everything that lived before you. Beyond counting. And for nearly all of it, nothing it did mattered at all. It was noise. It thought the thoughts its elders handed it, lived by rules it did not write, labored until it broke, and went into the cold without moving a single grain of sand. The moment it was gone, it was as if it had never been."
Her flat eyes held him through the snow. "And now this winter has come. It hates nothing, and it does not hear how loudly anyone screams. It walks through the room and clears it."
The underworld had gone very quiet around her. Even the rivers seemed to slow.
"Many will live through it, and many will not. You cannot stop that. The only thing that was ever truly yours is the span between arriving and leaving. That is the one place anything gets to choose."
The Caretaker’s voice dropped lower still. "And nearly everything wastes it. They spend it afraid. Borrowing warmth from someone else. Begging the roof to hold. They live copied lives, die common deaths, and go back into the dark without leaving a mark."
The snow was a wall now! Only her eyes showed through it.
"Being alive is nothing. A stone is alive enough to sit where it was put. So is a corpse. If the time you have is to mean anything, surviving the cold will not be enough. Asking existence for permission to breathe will not be enough. You must stand on your own feet and make something so true, so stubbornly and entirely your own, that when the dark swallows everything, existence is forced to remember you were here."
She let the silence stand for a long moment.
"Arriving is common. Leaving comes for everyone. The span between is an empty page, and nearly everyone who ever held one wrote down someone else’s name, closed their eyes, and was forgotten."
Her gaze did not waver. "So I ask you. What will you etch across existence? What will you dream, you who call yourself THE Human Dreamer, that will be grand enough to one day not be like the Collector who now lies dead? He became an Immense One. It did not save him."
The snow stopped thickening. It simply hung there, heavy, waiting.
"What will you do differently?"
...!
Noah opened his mouth.
Nothing came!
He, who had an answer for Immense Ones and Runestones and prophecies, who had talked his way past titans and dreamed his way through impossibilities, stood in the frozen dark before a caretaker of the cold and found, for the first time in a very long time, that he did not have one.