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Night under the old trees of the Undefined Gaps came down slowly and stayed a long time. It was, by any reasonable measure, a peaceful evening, and Noah was spending it somewhere else entirely.
Some of him was in the Chrysalis. Over the past few hours he had let his existence run out of him a little at a time, thin and patient, until it lay across the small region of the Chrysalis he had extended THE Fallow into, touching everything and pressing on nothing.
He felt the long golden sea there, dimmed and darkened where his giving had once changed it. He felt the broken stretch where the Maze of Destiny used to stand, the scattered grey light of the Fallow door he had opened and lost, and further out, sunk deep into that region and lying cold and patient, his own Dreams, the ones that had come apart when his body died there. Before he went any further, though, he wanted to know exactly where he stood, so he looked.
|Narrative Walls standing: 61 of 61. Around you: 60. Over the farm: 1. Each wall is worth 250.|
|Sub-Branch of THE Endless Retelling: Level 300. Three walls restored every second.|
|Branch of THE Bleeding Nightmare: Level 13. Sub-Branch of THE Devourer’s Hemorrhage: Level 10.|
|Quintessara of Existence: 1. Veins open: 1. Powers of Existence: 3.|
|Branch of Shinjitsu: Level 12. Assimilation: 22%.|
|Narratives: 4. THE Narrative of Kings: no entry.|
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He read it through twice, slowly. Sixty-one walls at 250 each came to just over fifteen thousand, and at three walls a second, he could lose twenty walls and have every one of them back in under seven seconds.
So who could actually hurt him now? Most things, he decided, could not. An ordinary Narrative thrown at him broke against his walls, an ordinary Immensity broke after it, and an Unfathomable with nothing else in its hands could hammer at him for a very long while and gain nothing for it.
The ones who could hurt him were the ones holding Essara. Roxanna had broken eleven walls with a single blow, back when each was worth 240, and she had not merely broken them. She had broken them all the way down, out of existence entirely, and left holes his regeneration could not reach until existence itself chose to close them. Three walls a second meant nothing against a hole that regeneration could not touch. That was what a Power of Existence did. A Narrative argued with his walls; a Power of Existence went underneath them, to the thing the walls were standing on, and pulled.
And hers had only been Rare. So the real question was never how strong an enemy was, in the old sense. It was what kind of Essara they carried, how many, and how many Powers of Existence those Essara held. One Common Essara with a single Power was a nuisance he could outlast. A Rare one was a wound. Several Rare ones in the same chest, each with two or three Powers, was a war. And an Exalted Essara, or a being with more than one? He thought about Phaedra, and how her Exalted Name had reached for him and slid off, and smiled!
Then again, being hurt was not the same thing as losing. The weak hunter’s way still held: stay alive first, for as long as it takes, then strike at whatever the great thing is standing on. His walls kept him alive. The Bleeding Nightmare did the rest, because every being that struck him planted something in itself by doing it, a dark seed rooted wherever its strike had touched him, and that seed was the door through which everything else came in.
Through that door, the Return pulled. Everything a being had taken to become what it was began to flow back out of it, measured exactly against what it had taken, and with it went the grip on whatever Essara it had carved out of existence, because carved things remembered where they came from and wanted to go home. Where the Return was too slow, the Abominations climbed out of the seed and tore the taken things out by hand. And if anything kept striking him with Narrative or Immensity while all of that happened, there was DOOM, waiting quietly until he said otherwise.
Against an Unfathomable Immensity, that was nearly the whole fight. Against an Excedere Unfathomable carrying Essara, it was the same fight, only longer, because those ones could hold their Essara in place by will alone. Phaedra had held her Exalted Essara of Name in exactly that fashion, bleeding for it the whole time.
How long could a being hold out under that? Hours, perhaps, for the strongest. They would hold for a while, and he only had to outlast the while!
Of course, nothing was free, and he went through exactly where his tools went soft. The Return was fair, and fairness cut both ways. Against a being that had taken little, it took little back, and against a being whose power was entirely its own, generated rather than taken, it would find almost nothing to return, and the Abominations would climb out of the seed and stand there with nothing to tear. DOOM...well, he would test that more. Its Effect line still read ???, and he had no intention of guessing at the rest in the middle of a real fight.
And the Nightmares themselves could be pinched out. A thread of his had been cut cleanly on its way to Phaedra by something vast that had simply reached into the space between them, and long before that, a Cultist had stopped his Bleeding Nightmare cold.
So the list of what to watch was short and specific: those whose power was their own, those who never struck first, those who could reach into his threads and close them, and anyone carrying an Exalted Essara whose Powers he had not yet seen. He set the list down carefully in his mind, beside the cup of tea, and left it there where he could see it.
As for what came next, he was already clear. He had stood in the snow of the Carcosa and told every lifeform on that field that he was coming for every Narrative that grew by crushing smaller ones, and every King who ruled them, and he had meant it. That road was laid out in front of him, and he intended to walk it, starting soon.
But first, there was this other thing, the one he could not fully explain. He had won. Any way he weighed it, the war on his farm had been the greatest victory he had known in a very long time, and he had come out of it with more than he had gone in with: a Fourth Narrative, a seed in his chest that existence had given him freely, sixty-one walls, a son standing beside him instead of behind. And yet ever since, something had sat in him that would not settle.
It was not grief, exactly, and it was not guilt. It was quieter than either, and it had a very particular shape: a small cracked girl lying down in the snow beside two dead giants. He had turned it over from every side he could think of and found no lever to move it with. For some reason, he couldn’t just leave it alone!
So for the past few hours, while the tea went cold, he had been sending a thread of his Dream and his existence out across the Chrysalis, looking for the one being in existence who might be able to tell him why that girl had ever needed to die the first time. He was looking for THE Primordial Gu of Provenance.
It was not easy to find. The Gu had many bodies scattered through existence, and it had certainly not left an address. Noah treated it as a search problem instead. The Dreams he had lost in that region still carried the mark of the hand that had broken them; they had been crushed by it, and they remembered its weight, its texture, the thousands of cold eyes along its knuckles.
That mark was his starting point. From it, he dreamed every place the hand might have gone afterward, every Conduit it could have taken and every far corner where its other bodies might sit, countless possibilities spreading out from that one bruise in his Dream. Then, one by one, he let go of every possibility that did not tremble when he touched it.
It took a long time. The fire burned down to embers, and the count of what he had discarded climbed well past anything he cared to track. And then, very far away, one of the possibilities trembled back!
|A thread of your Dream has found what it was seeking.|
|Origin of the mark: THE Primordial Gu of Provenance.|
|The connection is faint. It can be felt from the other side.|
Faint, and felt from the other side. So pulling on it would be an announcement, not a sneak. Noah weighed that for a moment and decided it was fine. He had come to ask a question, and a question asked in secret was a poor way to start. He looked along the thread for a long moment before he took the first step down it, and then he pulled on it, once and gently, and made no effort to hide the pull.
On the far end, something enormous paused. He felt its surprise come back down the thread, sharp and very old, and then a long, considering stillness while it turned the matter over. Then, without a word, the far end opened, and he was drawn through.
He arrived standing on soft grass beneath a sky so blue it almost blazed. The space belonged to the Gu, and it had clearly been loved for a very long time. Islands floated everywhere in that endless blue, great and small, their undersides trailing roots as thick as rivers and their tops crowned with forests. The trees were tall and slender and pale gold, their broad leaves glowing with a faint blue light along every vein, and wherever he looked, flowers opened as things passed by them and closed again when they had gone.
Waterfalls poured off the edges of the islands and fell away into the open sky, turning to mist far below, and the mist drifted upward again in slow white columns until it gathered on some other island and became a river there. Great arches of living root linked island to island, and along them, through the air between them, and across every meadow and forest he could see, moved the Provenance lifeforms who lived there.
There were millions of them. He counted forty islands in the stretch of sky in front of him alone, and every one of them was crowded, so millions was a conservative estimate. Some were humanoid, tall and graceful, with faint lines of light running across their skin, each pattern different because each was written from that being’s own beginning. Others were Gu: moths as large as houses drifting by on wings painted with countless small scenes, beetles carrying whole gardens on their backs, long pale centipedes walking the root-bridges with patient care.
They tended trees and carried water and sat together in quiet circles, talking, and not one of them looked at him. Every one of them was a Provenance Lifeform, and every one of them shone with something that was entirely its own. For a human who had spent a recent part of his life generating his own existence out of nothing, it was a strange and moving thing to see so many others who had done the same. A being that could keep millions of self-made lives in one place was strong in a way that had nothing to do with taking.
Then the space drew him onward, gently and without asking, and he went. He crossed root-bridges and drifting meadows and a waterfall that he walked straight through, until he came to the largest of the floating islands, a great mass of warm gold stone hanging alone in the blue, with a temple at its center. It was open on every side, its pillars tall and pale and carved from top to bottom with thousands of small closed eyes, and as Noah walked between them, the eyes opened one after another to watch him pass, and closed again behind him.
At the heart of the temple, on a low dais of gold stone, a man sat with his legs folded and his hands resting on his knees. He was broad and still and grand, with a face that seemed carved rather than grown, and faint seams ran along his fingers where the joints were a little too many. His eyes were pale gold and very old. He did not rise when Noah came in. He looked at him for a long time, oddly, his head tilting slightly to one side, puzzled in a way that very old things rarely are.
|Body observed: one of many. Narrative: THE Hand That Holds Beginnings. Immensity of body here: Excedere Unfathomable.|
|Essara of Existence: ?????|
|It has closed off all possibilities in the surroundings to ensure no damage falls to its domain should a battle break out.|
Noah read the prompt as his eyes shone. One of many, so whatever happened here, this was not the whole of it. Excedere Unfathomable for this body alone, which put the rest of it somewhere he could not yet measure. Its Essara were a blank.
And it had closed off every possibility in the surroundings before he even arrived, which told him two things at once: it had considered that a fight might break out, and it cared more about its home than about the fight. He tested the edge of that closing with his own sight, gently, and found nothing to look down at all. Whatever happened in this temple would happen once, with no other roads around it.
"My little body that I sent out was not enough to fully kill you, it seems," the man said, and his voice was calm and deep and carried through the whole open temple. "But for you to seek out Provenance itself...could it be because of...what I recently felt?"
Noah took his time answering. He looked out between the pillars at the blue sky and the slow white columns of mist and the millions of lives moving quietly through them, and then back at the man on the dais.
"I attained what should be a glorious victory," he said, "more than many in recent times for me, yet I feel...melancholic. The child of Calamity you felt the need to kill, can you tell me why? Because I did not even tell you where she was, to protect her, and yet a series of choices unfolded where with my own hands...I ended her."
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