Published at 8th of August 2022 9:10 am

Chapter 544: Weight Of The Past

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The sky settled and the colors faded; the energy of the unaccounted was gone, and the world seemed to calm . Primul stood at the edge of a tall cliff, a lithe smile on his face, a gourd of wine in his hands . His legs dangled off the edge, his dark hair fluttering in the hazy wind . He knew it was over; they had won . He didn’t know the price of the victory, but it was not on him to wager it . Taking a sip, he let the cooling sensation trickle through his body .

A shadow suddenly stepped into his shade and rose up, standing next to him . Ty glanced at the seated figure from the corner of his eyes before looking back up toward the sky .

"We’ve won . " Ty said in a low tone .

"Hm . " Primul nodded . "All’s well that ends well . "

"... what now?"

"For you," Primul turned sideways, smirking faintly . "It’s about time you stopped trying to make that lass jealous and state your heart, no? Even that cowardly Rio stepped up . Why can’t you?"

"... her heart’s not mine, I’m afraid," Ty smiled bitterly, sitting down and taking out a gourd of wine as well, taking a sip . "Not all can have their happily-ever-after, Primul . "

"... tell me about it . " Primul chuckled, shaking his head . "Oh well . I’m sure you’ll find a woman yet . If not, you can always pretend your cultivating art forbids you or something . "

"Haii, do you really think I’d sink that low?"

"I at least don’t think you’re above it . "

"Puh, what a cruel guy..." Ty sighed, shaking his head . "What about you?"

"..." Primul remained silent, prompting Ty to do the same . There was an inexplicable glimmer in the former’s eyes, a shine the likes of which Ty couldn’t recognize . His countenance cooled, strangely, and the air about him seemed to deflate . "It’s my time, junior . "

"..." Ty remained silent, words stuck in his throat, before sighing . Taking another sip of the wine, his dreary eyes looked toward the distance . "Can’t you reconsider?"

"Ha ha ha," Primul burst out into laughter for a moment, startling Ty . "Time ain’t something that’s in our capacity to reconsider, Ty . It pushes and pulls as it wills . "

"... hah," Ty scoffed, shaking his head . "You haven’t even said the goodbyes just yet . "

"... I’ve settled all my affairs," Primul said . "Found a successor, watched the world I nearly destroyed be brought back to life and beyond, and I contributed, however little, to its inception . I don’t have any regrets . "

"We all have regrets," Ty said . "You’re not above them . "

"... perhaps," Primul paused for a moment and glanced at Ty, replying after . "None, however, large enough to weigh me down . Do you know why I came here?"

"Why?"

"One of the few memories I have before becoming an Empyrean is of my father and me standing on a cliff like this one, overlooking a massive sinkhole," Primul said, taking a sip . "At the time, I couldn’t have been older than thirteen, fourteen . Even though I can’t remember his face, I do remember him whipping out his cock and taking a piss into the sinkhole, with me following right after . "

"..." Ty’s mind burst for a moment as he nearly stumbled and fell, shellshocked . "You... you’re not gonna ask me to whizz with you, right?"

"Ha ha ha, no, no," Primul shook his head, laughing . "I can’t for the life of me figure out why that memory remained so imprinted in me . He didn’t say anything or do anything besides pissing into that hole, and neither have I . Yet, among all the things I could have remembered of my childhood, that one scene is the most striking . "

"..."

"That’s the sort of a person I ended up becoming," Primul said, taking a sip of the wine and sighing . "Looking down at the world, pissing all over it . When I first met Lino, I couldn’t figure out what made him so different than me . I saw it, in his eyes, the same madness that reigned over my heart . I saw that he was not above his emotions, above losing it . Yet, come rain and fire, he never surrendered over to that thirst . When I saw it, I knew he would become someone far larger than life . The world will continue down its lane; even he won’t pacify it . Rather, it is impossible to pacify our base desires . He can’t restrain them, so he’ll let them be . "

"..."

"I think that’s what most of us, in the end, lacked," Primul said . "The just wanted to uproot the entire world and make it better, even by force; the corrupt didn’t care either way and just fanned the flames in the end . He lets it be . He lets the world struggle, and he lets people fight for whatever they wish, be it for good or evil . I hope you’ll continue to watch over him for many eons to come . "

"... you could as well . " Ty said .

"..." Primul said nothing, setting down the gourd of wine by his side and glancing at Ty with a tranquil smile . "It’s been an honor, junior . "

Just as Ty was about to reply, Primul pushed himself off the edge and flew . Ty’s arm stretched out instinctively, but he held it back, in the end, merely sitting on the cliff and watching the tiny body falling deeper and deeper into the abyss . His lips trembled for a moment as the figure faded, swallowed by the eternal darkness .

"... tsk, what a coward . " A familiar voice spoke from the side, causing him to glance; Lyn stood upright, arms crossed over her chest, gazing down into the abyss .

"..." Ty said nothing, merely taking the gourd Primul left behind, putting it away, and getting up, dusting off his clothes . "Help me find a big slab of stone . "

"..." Lyn said nothing, turning around and meeting his eyes . "Is it true?"

"... it’s rather ill-mannered to eavesdrop, no?" Ty smiled bitterly .

"... buy me a dinner tonight," Lyn said, moving back down the slope, locking onto a rather large slab of stone . "And not that cheap ship you usually eat; I want some high-end crap . "

"..." Ty remained silent for a moment, stunned, before coming to and following after her . "Do you know any prayers?" he asked .

"Huh?" she glanced at him strangely . "Maybe we can honor him by whizzing down?"

"..."

"Oh, wow . "

"... ugh, shut up . " Ty struggled inwardly; his heart trembled strangely as he suddenly uncovered a deep-seethed fetish he was unaware of up until now . "Isn’t it kind of depressing though?" he asked, sighing . "A legend... fell just like that . Someone who terrorized the world and evoked fears in the billions of hearts died in the middle of nowhere . "

"... isn’t that a given?" Lyn shrugged as the two reached the slab, both beginning to chisel at the edges . "No matter how holy the saint, or unholy the tyrant, both equally wind up dead eventually . It’s how it ought to be, if you ask me . "

"..." Ty said nothing, slowly shaping the stone into a child-sized grave, crouching down and simply carving ’Primul’ into the stone’s surface .

"If anything," Lyn said as the two picked up the stone, carrying it back up the slope and toward the cliff . "I respect him more for not making a grandstanding out of it . He lived out the remainder of his life trying to right the wrongs, and as he saw the dream of his coming true, he realized it was a time to say the last goodbye . The last hurrah, if you will . "

"... hoh? I never took you for an idealist . " Ty chuckled as they reached the top, putting the slab down before digging a couple of feet into the ground .

"... it’s hardly idealistic," Lyn shrugged . "If anything, it’s bittersweet . " She sighed, glancing down into the distant abyss . "He always kept his distance from everyone . Even in his last moments, who bid him a farewell? A random lad he’s maybe spoken to twice before . Quite a depressing way to go, really . "

"..." Ty said nothing for a moment, settling the grave and pulling the dirt back over into the hole, cementing it and getting up, gazing into the abyss as well . "I think... he was content with it . At the very least, he will no longer be remembered just as someone who murdered and caused chaos everywhere he went . For better or worse, whether he wanted it or not, he found a way into the hearts of many people . Whether he realized it by the end or not, he was no longer an outsider, a temporary help that he wanted to be . Rather... he was a friend . "

"... tsk, I didn’t think you were a sentimentalist . I might just have to cancel our date..."

"Ha ha ha," Ty laughed freely for a moment . "No takebacks, I’m afraid . " He chuckled . "After all, his dying wish was for me to get a girlfriend . It can’t be that you want to renege on such a heavy wish? Tsk, tsk, I didn’t think you were that cold, Lyn..."

"... using the dead to blackmail me?" Lyn arched her brows in exaggeration . "Wow, I did not think you had it in you, Ty . My respect for you just shot right back up . "

"... good god, you’re so fucking bizarre..." Ty sighed, shaking his head .

"... let’s give him a moment . " Lyn said, closing her eyes .

"Hm," Ty nodded, closing his eyes as well . "He deserved it..."

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