Published at 9th of January 2022 1:26 pm

Chapter 475 Warm Your Heart

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“When you and your partner fall into the water, who do you think of first? Would you push your partner up first? No, the first thing is to hold on to a straw even if it sinks, because of yourself.”

“You think that man’s nature is good from birth. That is wrong, human nature itself is evil and all human beings are selfish. Where is the goodness coming from? The so-called goodness is just a hypocritical disguise.”

Liu Kexin’s eyes were red, and suddenly she could not help crying. Excellency Ape looked at Liu Kexin and asked, “What are you crying for? I don’t need sympathy. I am the strong, you are the weak, and only the strong have the right to have compassion for the weak.”

Liu Kexin wiped her tears, looked at Excellency Ape and choked. “I am sorry, I did not know you were so pitiful. I just thought you were cruel before. I did not expect you to have such a life experience and such a miserable childhood. Compared with you, most people are really happy.”

Excellency Ape replied in a fretful manner, “I have told you that I don’t need your sympathy.”

Liu Kexin said, “Excellency Ape, don’t always kill people in the future. If you have any worries, just tell me directly, OK? I can be your listener.”

“D*mn it!” Excellency Ape hit the ground with his fist and the ground shook. He stood up and shouted, “I have said why I will need such a weak person like you to shed tears for me? It is so boring!”

Excellency Ape angrily walked some distance away. He turned his back to Liu Kexin and raised his head to the sky and roared. Liu Kexin covered her ears and stared at the sad back of Excellency Ape, who looked different from normal human beings. Listening to his sad roar, only Liu Kexin, a girl with a pure heart and clear mind, could understand that there was a strong sadness from the roar of Excellency Ape. The others could only see that this was a ferocious, cruel, evil monkey, as cruel and powerful as the monkey in Journey to the West: Conquering the Demons directed by Stephen Chow.

Other people’s hearts would only be filled with awe. Liu Kexin was the only one who could read into the inner heart of Excellency Ape, and the only one who could see the inner loneliness, sadness and anger of Excellency Ape.

Only Liu Kexin could feel pity and sympathy for such a powerful and terrible man.

This man was strong enough, cruel enough, even chilling, but Liu Kexin did not think he was terrible, but very pitiful.

Excellency Ape roared several times over to vent the wild, irritable and sad emotions in his heart. When he came back, he was calm again.

Liu Kexin looked at Excellency Ape and said, “Excellency Ape, I have decided that my task from now on is to change you. I want you to know that there are not only those sad events you have experienced, but there are also many beautiful things in the world.”

Excellency Ape sat down, closed his eyes and said with a hum, “It is boring.”

Liu Kexin was not angry or depressed and said, “If you feel bored, that is okay. Excellency Ape, who is this Mr. Buddha you are talking about? Why are you willing to obey him?”

Excellency Ape said, “He is an incomparably strong person and is likely to be the most powerful person in the world, so isn’t it normal for the weak to obey the strong? If I become stronger than him one day, I will make him obey my orders, or I will kill him.”

Liu Kexin shook her head and said, “Mr. Buddha is not strong enough.”

Excellency Ape opened his eyes and looked at Liu Kexin. This was the first time that he was so interested in a sentence, and even his eyes showed a hint of a smile. He asked, “Oh? Then tell me, why isn’t he strong enough?”

Liu Kexin said solemnly, “The really strong person does not make people submit through their own force, but makes people obedient on their own initiative. The weak use force to intimidate people, the strong use virtue to persuade people. Once their force is not strong enough, others will dominate them, while for those who use virtue to persuade others, even if one day they become old, they will get the same respect of others.”

Excellency Ape sighed and asked, “I thought you would say something interesting. It turned out to be such boring words again.”

Liu Kexin looked at Excellency Ape and asked, “Am I right? Although Mr. Buddha is stronger than you, you will beat him and dominate him if you become stronger than him one day. It is the same when other people are afraid of you. They are scared in front of you because they are afraid of your force. One day, when you are old and injured, and they are better than you, they will treat you like how you treat them today.”

“The law of the jungle. That is what the world is all about.”

Liu Kexin suddenly stood up, walked to Excellency Ape and sat in front of him. Since they met, they had never stayed so close to each other. Even since Excellency Ape was born, he had never been so close to anyone. Hs family hated and feared him, let alone outsiders.

When he was a little child, his family hated him and did not want him close to them.

After he grew up, people were afraid of him and dared not come too close to him.

So, after Liu Kexin sat down face to face with him, their legs were almost touching. The distance between the two people’s faces was about the length of two fists. Excellency Ape who was cruel, cold, and full of hatred for the world, felt awkward. His body shifted slightly. Although his face was covered with hair and his face could not be seen, it could be sensed that he was a little shy…

If this cruel and bloody Excellency Ape among the eight Buddhist generals was seen to be shy, people would be startled.

Liu Kexin reached out her hand and gently put her soft little hand on the heart of Excellency Ape. Even though she put her hand on his clothes, she could feel the powerful heartbeat inside. Excellency Ape’s eyes widened in surprise. Looking at Liu Kexin, he was somewhat unnatural.

Liu Kexin narrowed her eyes and smiled happily. “Your heart is beating fast.”

“Idiot!” Excellency Ape pushed Liu Kexin’s hand away, and his tone became unnatural. “If it doesn’t beat, I will die.”

“Yes… If the heart doesn’t beat, people will die, but do you know what it proves?”

Excellency Ape snorted loudly and said, “I don’t know.”

Liu Kexin smiled happily and said, “It proves that you are also a man of flesh and blood, so you have feelings and you are not cold-blooded. From now on, I will find a way to help you… Even if your heart is cold, I will try to warm it with heat. I will let you come out of your shell of loneliness and sadness. One day, you will be reintegrated into the world. You will find that there is not only hatred in the world, but also many beautiful things. You can’t destroy the second half of your life because of your unfortunate first half. That’s unfair for your second half.”

Excellency Ape stared at Liu Kexin and asked, “Why do you care about me? What is your purpose? Do you want me to let you go or not to kill you?”

“No.” Liu Kexin said seriously, “Before warming you, I will not leave you. I will stay with you, guide you and heal your emotional wounds. I will help you slowly. I believe you will understand what I am talking about one day, and you will feel that there are some beautiful things in the world worth pursuing.”

“You are crazy!” Excellency Ape suddenly stood up. He had never been so nervous from the time he was a child till adulthood. At this moment, he looked at Liu Kexin as if he was in the presence of an enemy, and shouted. “D*mn it, I thought I was a maniac, but this time I caught a maniac. What are you up to? You don’t fool me. The law of the jungle is the rule of the world. Even if you move me, I will kill you as long as I want to. Do you know that killing you will be as simple as killing a chicken?”

“I know.” Liu Kexin raised her head and looked at Excellency Ape standing in front of her. There was a sincere light in her eyes. “If you want to kill me, just do it. This is my own choice. How can I regret it?”

Excellency Ape was a little mad and said, “How can you have this idea? Don’t you know that I’m a murderous lunatic?”

“I am a nurse. There is only one poor patient in front of me. He kills people without even blinking, but he also had a hard childhood. He looks fierce, even frightening and disgusting, but he was forced to be like this… I want to save him from the pain. I don’t want to see such a poor man living the rest of his life like this.” Liu Kexin’s eyes moistened a little. “If I were you, I might not have the courage to live for a long time. I still don’t agree with your outlook on the world and life. I still think you are wrong. But if I have not helped you, how can I criticize you?”

“I don’t want to say any great truths. I don’t want to say that saving you is equivalent to saving those people who may be killed by you in the future. There is only one patient in my eyes now, and what I really sympathize with and care about in my heart, is also a patient.”

Liu Kexin’s face had a simple smile. “If in this process, I was killed by you, then I would die, and have done something. No matter what I do, I will not regret it… If you kill me, I will not hate you… I will blame myself for not being able to help you.”

At this time, a helicopter suddenly began to circle in the sky. The helicopter gave off a whirling sound. Then it landed on the spacious ground nearby and all the dust on the ground flew everywhere.

A slender, white-haired man jumped out of the plane. When his feet had just landed on the ground, Excellency Ape suddenly roared, rushed at the man, and his hands shot out directly at the other’s chest.

Obviously, the man did not expect that Excellency Ape would suddenly rush at him, but he reacted very fast and quickly to avoid his attack, so Excellency Ape did not hit anything.

When Excellency Ape was about to hit him again, Liu Kexin suddenly shouted. “Excellency Ape! If you kill anyone in front of me, I will commit suicide in front of you. You might as well kill me!”

Excellency Ape’s raised hand slowly came down. When the man with the long hair saw that Excellency Ape was so obedient to a woman, he could not help looking at Liu Kexin with a little surprise. His eyes were very fascinating and evil.

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