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Xin Sinian, August 27, Southwest City, clear.
It's not that I don't like the southwest, Although our Cheng family's ancestral home is here, But in this city, It's really hot, There are online accounts of the four furnace cities of the empire, Versions vary, But in either version, Southwest City is on the list, That's not good news, When he thought about how he was going to spend four years in college, I have a feeling of collapse. Tomorrow is the day the freshmen enroll. There will be a month of military training after that. Heavens, rain more. Otherwise, this beautiful young miss will be tanned. What a beauty in the southwest city. If this young miss is tanned, how can she compete with those local girls for countless handsome guys' resources? Goodbye, my love.
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Xin Sinian, September 29, Southwest City, overcast.
The military training has finally ended. Damn instructor, you're so perverted. Every time you regulate the movements of girls, you always take advantage of it. Yet, you pretend to be a strict teacher. It's disgusting. The military training experience this time is terrible. The bridge between the instructor and the students at the beginning and the end is really a story from a novel and a TV drama. Disappointed.
This miss has also been tanned quite a bit. Wahaha, but this miss is still the number one beauty in the dormitory. Perhaps it is precisely because of this that her relationship with Qiu Yan is so tense, right? She was jealous of this young lady's natural beauty. It must be like this.
Qiu Yan is the eldest sister of the dormitory. Her family seems to be pretty good, but she is too arrogant. Haha, is money the reason for being superior? We don't like her. Of course, Sun Yu is the exception. She is a very vain girl, but she doesn't have the capital to be so vain. Once, when the lights in the dormitory were off and everyone was chatting, she suddenly sighed, "Compared to Louis Vuitton, I still like Louis Vuitton more."
I didn't say anything, and nobody said anything.
Girl, vanity is not a mistake, but is it really good to be so ignorant?
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Renwu year, March 17, southwest city, breeze.
It has been more than a month since school began, Time passed so quickly, Enrolled at the end of August last year, In the blink of an eye, half a year had passed, I think I'm starting to like this city, Putting aside his reluctance to leave Nine Continents City, objectively speaking, In this city, It's really beautiful, It may not be as imperial as Nine Continents City, nor as beautiful as Huating. However, the youngest municipality in the empire has an extremely attractive distinction between mountain cities. Under the appearance of prosperity, charm and delicacy are everywhere, full of vitality. I have a pair of eyes that discover beauty, but unfortunately, I haven't discovered my love for the time being.
Why are the current boys so impetuous?
College is the season of love, where is my Prince Charming?
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Renwu year, October 5, southwest city, moderate rain.
I like this city more and more, like the wind here, the rain here, the poisonous sunshine here, love a person will ignore all his shortcomings, I think, love a city is also the same right? This kind of acceptance unknowingly merged into his blood and bone marrow. He was in a daze, as if even the poisonous sunlight in the sky had become cute.
Father's here.
He has been here for nearly half a month, but we have only met once. I know that my father is very busy with his work. When I was watching TV yesterday, I saw my father on the news. He is with Vice Mayor Liu. The father on TV seems to be more handsome.
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Renwu year, November 3, southwest city, light rain.
Father is going back to Nine Continents City. In more than a month, we only ate together twice. Is politics really that busy? Fortunately, his father's rank wasn't too high. He really didn't dare to imagine how busy those feudal officials at the deputy or even the main ministerial level would be. Could they be so busy that they forgot what the family looked like?
Today, I received a call from my father. He is leaving tomorrow. Tonight, I will go with him to visit his old leader.
His father was a cadre who walked out of Southwest City, Right now, he is the deputy director of the Development Planning Department of the Empire's Development Committee. He has seen many high-ranking officials in Nine Continents City. I don't think his father is a great official, but my friend in Nine Continents City said that his father's position is very important and his real power is very great. There are important figures who admire his father very much. Now, it seems that he is indeed like this.
The reason for that was because his father was visiting Xu Dongping, a member of the Imperial Decision-making Bureau and secretary of the Municipal Committee.
This was the leader of a deputy kingdom. Could it be that his father really had a connection to the heavens?
It was said that Secretary Xu was a capable general of the Empire's Policy Bureau Standing Committee, Vice Head Lin Qingtian. If that was the case, would his father be promoted as well?
When can I upgrade to a carefree grandchild? I'm looking forward to it.
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Renwu year, November 10, southwest city, gale.
I think I'm in love, but unfortunately, it's just a one-sided love affair.
I found my Prince Charming, but I'm not his princess.
I saw him at Secretary Xu's house. When I followed my father to visit Secretary Xu, the moment I saw him, I, who originally did not believe in love at first sight, was directly immersed in the gentleness in his eyes. His eyes were so bright, persistent and tenacious, but did not carry any sharp light that could stab people. They were gentle and refined.
In that instant, it seemed that even the reverence for Secretary Xu was fading away.
His name is Qin Shian.
Deputy Secretary of Pei Bei District, Southwest City.
It was really hard to believe that he was still less than thirty years old, but he was on the same level as his father. In terms of relationships, he was the one who truly possessed Heaven-reaching Relations, right?
Father came to Southwest City to finalize the project this time. Could it be that he was settling in Pei Bei District just to take care of him?
What a charming man. Those boys who thought they were handsome and talented in school were like young children in front of him. They were really childish.
His attitude towards me was very good. It was a very warm feeling, like a big brother.
But I don't want him to be my big brother.
But he's married.
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Sunflower year, February 22, southwest city, clear to drizzle.
He quarreled with Qiu Yan again. Since he was a sophomore, the relationship between the six people in the dormitory had changed more and more obviously. It was even difficult to maintain the apparent disagreement with his heart. The six people in the dormitory were divided into three small circles. They were completely different. It was ridiculous.
The dormitory sisters moved forward and backward together like a family. In the end, it was only a fairy tale, and all of them were deceptive.
It's raining.
I stood in front of the window and watched Qiu Yan take the roses from her boyfriend's hands with a sweet smile downstairs. She got on the BMW with high spirits. When the other roommates were full of envy, only I sneered in my heart and said childish words.
Yeah, childish.
There was a man who was not childish, but became someone else's husband.
I feel so uncomfortable in my heart.
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Sunflower year, August 6, Nine Continents City, heavy rain.
I saw Qin Shian again.
This was simply a pleasant surprise.
I deliberately dressed up to appear in front of him, the first time he saw me, I clearly saw a trace of astonishment in his eyes.
I made the tea and watched him play chess with my father. Only I knew how excited I was when I looked calm.
In my conversation with my father, I knew that he had been promoted again. He was the thirty-year-old governor of Beibei District. He was at the level of a department or even a level higher than my father.
Father once said that he was a celebrity from the southwest faction. I was silent. The gap between us seems to be getting bigger and bigger.
Qin Shian came to the capital to run the event. I don't know how many people he had visited before our family, but his father was extremely enthusiastic towards him. He patted his chest and promised that he would do his best. Such enthusiasm was not faked.
Before leaving, Qin Shi'an handed me a small, beautifully packed box and said to me, "Happy birthday, Cheng Shuang. You go to school in Southwest City and will contact me frequently in the future."
August 6th, my birthday.
I looked at the small and exquisite necklace in the box. My heart was filled with sweetness, but it was filled with sour.
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Sunflower year, October 10, southwest city, gale.
I called Qin Shi'an for the first time, but he didn't feel any strangeness. He called out my name and asked me with a smile, "Cheng Shuang, what happened?"
I don't know how to take the initiative to ask a man out. I even forgot to speak nervously and stammered for a while before I managed to come up with an excuse.
Qin Shian didn't know if he could tell, but he appeared in front of me in less than 20 minutes after hanging up the phone.
The gale blew his trench coat, and it was unrestrained and powerful. When I saw him, my rationality had almost collapsed.
But I restrained myself.
Will this poisonous man be the devil barrier of my life?
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Jia Shennian, July 7, Southwest City, Sunny.
I'm going to be a junior soon.
This summer vacation, I stayed in Southwest City, a city that I like more and more. It has the familiar air, the familiar food, the familiar streets, and... the man I love.
Qin Shian and I are already very familiar with each other, and we meet almost every week.
I call him brother, I can hold his arm, I can play coquettish with him, I can even hug him occasionally.
Every time he looked at me dotingly, it was as if he was looking at his sister.
But I know that our relationship has begun to deteriorate. Under the happy exterior, the ambiguous aura is getting denser and denser, and it is about to break out of the cocoon.
I know this is wrong, but I can't control myself. Every word and every action of this man makes me unable to refuse. I am so infatuated with him. This feeling has already exceeded the limits of love. It is worship and morbidity.
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Jia Shennian, November 3, Southwest City, overcast to cloudy.
Qin Shi'an and I have been in contact more and more frequently. Almost every day, I would call, text, and even often, he would appear in front of me while I was on the phone.
I gradually appeared in his circle. We probed and watched movies, went to the amusement park, had candlelight dinners, walked hand in hand in the night and hugged in the rain.
We're doing more and more things that only couples do, naturally.
He even unconsciously hugged my waist and patted my buttocks when I was acting coquettish.
The layer of window paper between us was getting thinner and thinner, as if sparks had already ignited in the middle, and it was about to burn that layer of paper, even us, to ashes.
I collected countless speeches about Qin Shian, the Qin District Governor, trying to understand the politics he was most interested in.
He knows what I like. I know what he likes.
I never asked him about his wife, because every time I wanted to ask, there was a fear in my heart that kept my mouth shut.
He never said anything about him and his wife, but I don't know why. Is it also because of fear?
I love him so much.
So, I want to confess.
Desperate!
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Yiyou year, May 3, Southwest City, confession day, heavy rain.
Qin Shian was about to leave.
At Hagen-Dazs' ice cream shop, just as we were eating ice cream and I felt a sense of accomplishment in making mature men do childish things, he told me that he was leaving.
Job transfer, to Dengzhou, as secretary of the Dengzhou Municipal Party Committee.
Dengzhou.
I know that place. The coastal city of Dongshan Province is the most economically developed city besides the capital of Dongshan Province and Qin Island, a vice-provincial city. Dongshan Province is the headquarters of the southwest faction. From Qin Shi'an's political future, going to Dengzhou can be said to be vast.
But I'm reluctant, but I don't know how to retain it.
So, on this night, after countless days and nights of hesitation, I confessed.
Direct and naked.
I don't understand my state of mind, but I do know that my body language is almost seductive and teasing.
I'm a beauty.
Qin Shian could not refuse.
I became his woman, or rather, his mistress.
I'm not sure I'll regret it in the future, but that was my most intense expression.
A natural madness and release.
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Yiyou year, June 20, southwest city, clear to moderate rain.
Qin Shi'an received a letter of appointment from the Ministry of Officials and went to Dengzhou City, Dongshan Province.
His wife and son remain in the southwest for the time being.
I'm with Qin Shian.
Yes, I feel like I'm going crazy. After becoming his woman, I'm crazy about everything about him. For more than a month, we spent all the time together, but it wasn't enough.
Not enough!
Therefore, this summer vacation, I am not in Southwest City, not in Nine Continents City, but in Dengzhou.
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Dengzhou, June 29, 2003, moderate rain changed to cloudy.
After graduating from college, the first time I finished my defense, I didn't return to Nine Continents City. I didn't even participate in the final graduation carnival, so I couldn't wait to arrive in Dengzhou.
In the 41st year of college, we only met a few times. Thick lovesickness burned like fire in my body from the inside out. I couldn't wait to rush to Dengzhou. I wanted to throw myself into his arms and be melted by his gentleness.
He seemed to have become somewhat unfamiliar.
He was still as gentle and considerate as I thought, but when I was with him, the luxury of clothing, food, shelter and transportation was completely different from before, but it made me feel uneasy.
His eyes were still bright, but it no longer seemed to be the persistence and determination he had at the beginning. Instead, it was a kind of fanaticism.
As I came to understand the empire's political situation, I realized that it was a fanaticism for power.
What about wealth?
What was his attitude?
I don't dare to think, I don't even dare to ask.
So when I left Dengzhou, I was worried.
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Bingxu year, August 6, Nine Continents City, sunny.
He arrived in the capital and went to the Imperial Central Party School for a six-month refresher course.
He came to visit my father. He still remembered my birthday and prepared a birthday present for me.
And I also gave him the news that I had endured for more than ten days and considered myself the best gift.
I'm going to have a baby.
He behaved very strangely. He didn't say anything else, but said indifferently, "We'll talk about this another day."
I could clearly tell from his tone that he was irritated and cold.
He's gone.
I held the birthday present he gave me, my heart like an ice cave.
It was like the weather outside the window, sunny and cloudy.
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Bingxu year, August 7, Nine Continents City, night, breeze.
I'm going to have a baby.
No matter what, I will give birth to the child! !